Not every victory is a matter of reaching the inner workings of another galaxy, but it sure feels that way. I have been through my share of career ups and downs but I have always held a job and worked my ass off. Literally folks, I'm like 98 pounds ;)
I can easily see the similarities between bipolar disorder and autism and how one might be misdiagnosed. The ups and downs are sometimes alarming but always entertaining. I often wonder if my fiance is a drama queen, she'd have to be to stay with me thus far. She'd have to love the theatrics of it all.
I've been through the medical field in various forms, the food industry from prep cook to executive chef and I have freelanced in graphic design and photography. currently I am taking free online courses in computer programming and web design. I love computers and the way they work. I also love cooking but it's become harder to work in that setting. Today I scored several possibilities for income on a few design projects, hopefully things are looking up but most likely by morning I will be ready for death. We'll see :)
My mind keeps shifting to Avonte, the missing boy in NY. I truly hope and pray they find this boy. I am sitting here with my layers of clothing on and heater by my side. I like to escape outside even in the winter to not be in the house around everything so I have a spot outside where I go, completely enclosed, heater and all so I can escape anytime I want and stay warm. Life has become more about what realistically I enjoy and this is one of the things I enjoy, being outdoors in a safe spot, warm and cuddled up with my laptop. I cannot imagine not being dressed warmly or having heat out here. It is far too cold, I hope he is found safe.
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